Finally after months of hurting...sick at my stomach....finally found a Dr. here in my home town that agrees with me...did mine own researching to find out what is wrong with me...I have been mis- diagnosis..over and over...after I came off 5 yrs of anti cancer drugs my nervous system went wild....this set up my Gerd{acid reflux disease}full blown...all this affected my nervous system worst...lost so much weight because couldnt eat for being so sick....not being able to eat and sleep much...took it toll on nerves....from research found out Gerd will cause night sweats...when you have them....you are soak from sweat plus your whole inside in burning....he agrees with me I dont have fibromyalia...the burning and pain in hands...cause from nerves...I do have the ligament disease in hands...that doesnt cause pain...my spasm in my back is cause from nerves...my heart murmur is ok....the harden arteries in the legs is ok..got good blood flow...I am on Doxepin and Nexium at night..take when I go to bed...and a nerve pill during the day to keep my nerves and stomach settle...as we all do when something is wrong.. wish it would all go away over night.....but it wont..going to take time to get the Gerd back under control....when I do think this is really going to help the anxiety...if any of you are having problems similar to this...dont wait....get help....me I am hard headed....hate going to drs and taking med....thought could fight it all by myself....found out....needed help.... I am taking one day at a time..praying for a speedy recover...dont give up...keep praying to find the right Dr....finally after 4 drs....found one that knew what is going on with me....of course found the info myself....as I said he agrees with me....all this is causing my health problems.....still got to go have back and neck x-rays done for DR Meadows....praying all those are ok....thanks for all the prayers for me....LOVE YA'LL

Hope you will have a blessed week

Hope today is a great day and your weekend will be full of fun..Love Ya

The Senility Prayer


God grant me the senility to forget
the people I never liked anyway,
the good fortune to run into the ones that I do,
and the eyesight to tell the difference.




Now that I'm "older"
(but refuse to grow up),
I'll share some things I've discovered:

I started out with nothing, and I still have most of it.

My wild oats have turned into prunes and All Bran.

I finally got my head together;
now my body is falling apart.

Funny, I don't remember being absent minded. . .

All reports are in; life is now officially unfair.

If all is not lost, where is it?

It is easier to get older than it is to get wiser.

Some days you're the dog;
some days you're the hydrant.

I wish the buck stopped here;
I sure could use a few . . .

Kids in the back seat cause accidents.

Accidents in the back seat cause...kids.

It's hard to make a comeback when
you haven't been anywhere.

The only time the world beats a path
to your door is when you're in the bathroom.

If God wanted me to touch my toes,
he would have put them on my knees.

When I'm finally holding all the cards,
why does everyone decide to play chess?

It's not hard to meet expenses. . .
they're everywhere.

The only difference between a rut
and a grave is the depth.

These days, I spend a lot of time thinking about the
hereafter . . . I go somewhere to get something and
then wonder what I'm here after.

Hope your weekend is awesome...Love Ya!!